One can get very bogged down when one is trying to reactivate. Then one thinks, maybe it was too late. ah well, just a bit of thyroidical depression creeping in. One wishes one could give ones ex some arsenic brownies and then one would get their house back. who cares if the mortgage payment is too high? One will resist those thoughts, because they lead nowhere quickly. One is amazed that the ex who swore he wanted to stay friends has become cooler and cooler. The ex is hanging out with the New Orleans refugees fundamntalists. He feels needed because he took his truck and loaded up their stuff(hopefully dry by now) ONe is bitter. bitter because of waste.
Smog is the poisonous cloud that descends when one cannot keep ones sights on ones goals. it descends sight fails, fear creeps in and inthe smelly moist morning, one sobs, quietly.
Frogs are little jumping green inspirational creatures. Yes. We can jump the next lily pad. Yes we can eat the nasty evil thought fly. Yes we can become a prince among women.